Cinta Dalam Hati

'He's getting married'.

I think dah sampai masa untuk i biasakan diri dengan ayat ni. My ex boyfriend is getting married, every guy I like or used to like is getting married. so basically when I say 'hey ingat tak this guy that I told you about, yeah he's getting married' but not to me

So everytime this happened and I saw the photos of their happiness I can't help but to say, you bitch, you're living my dream.

And then something weird happened. I went to a crush's house and it's very familiar. And I can't help but to develop the memory of every single detail I had in my mind of this place, of this chair, of this stairs, of this road, and I remembered, I've been here, and I've had a crush on him before too!

this is weird.

Like Rachel said to Joey, 'so basically you’ve slept with all the woman in New York and now you’re just going around again?'

In my case, I've been having crush on people within my reach, lots of them, that I forgot I like them, and I like them back? weird!

and yup, he is too, is getting married.

But not 7 years ago when I first saw him and first liked him, he was not getting married.
Or last 2 years when I was enchanted by his jokes and stuff, he was too not getting married.

in fact he was just out of a relationship with his ex girlfriend, and then I saw him again he was ultimately single. and then again he was with a girl and bam now he's engaged and getting married.

Apparently while he was within my reach I was not within his.

How ironic is it that I am so big yet so invisible.
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