Distance - Christina Perri

Say I Love You when you're not listening.

Cinta Dalam Hati

'He's getting married'.

I think dah sampai masa untuk i biasakan diri dengan ayat ni. My ex boyfriend is getting married, every guy I like or used to like is getting married. so basically when I say 'hey ingat tak this guy that I told you about, yeah he's getting married' but not to me

So everytime this happened and I saw the photos of their happiness I can't help but to say, you bitch, you're living my dream.

And then something weird happened. I went to a crush's house and it's very familiar. And I can't help but to develop the memory of every single detail I had in my mind of this place, of this chair, of this stairs, of this road, and I remembered, I've been here, and I've had a crush on him before too!

this is weird.

Like Rachel said to Joey, 'so basically you’ve slept with all the woman in New York and now you’re just going around again?'

In my case, I've been having crush on people within my reach, lots of them, that I forgot I like them, and I like them back? weird!

and yup, he is too, is getting married.

But not 7 years ago when I first saw him and first liked him, he was not getting married.
Or last 2 years when I was enchanted by his jokes and stuff, he was too not getting married.

in fact he was just out of a relationship with his ex girlfriend, and then I saw him again he was ultimately single. and then again he was with a girl and bam now he's engaged and getting married.

Apparently while he was within my reach I was not within his.

How ironic is it that I am so big yet so invisible.
'

Butterfly

I dah kembali menjadi gila, Aqasha muncul dengan Dejavu di Kanabalu, I yang tak keruan.

'Ketika waktu mendatangkan cinta, aku putuskan memilih dirimu'

This is deep, look closely, you will see what it means :)

i wish i was special

you're so fucking.

special.

Tasha Manshahar - Be Mine

Lagu orang cantik.

I was talking to a friend, about seorang kawan yang di dump oleh seorang perempuan, and how the woman chose another man blahblah boring, and kawan I tu dia kata, "You mesti faham, you perempuan, you mesti tahu perasaan dia,"

Bloodyhell man, Guys are guys, but woman we are divided into 2 categories, THE PRETTY ONES and the NOT ones, geddit?

The pretty ones, they live. They live their lives, they got to choose, lelaki baik dan kaya ke, lelaki hensem dan baik ke, lelaki baik, hensem dan kaya ke, they live with options, they are always subjected to their own choices. but believe me these pretty ladies, they lost their looks, THEY ARE DEAD.

But the non-pretty ones, THEY SURVIVE. they don't have to depend on their looks to live!

So no, I don't get it, I don't get how somebody fell in love, dump their boyfriends and in a month time got engaged to other man, I don't get it, never get it.

Because all these, in this whole song, THIS WHOLE LYRICS, never happened to me, ok. never. Because you GUYS, never let people like me, KNOW HOW IT FEELS. SO I DON'T GET IT, OK?

NOT ALL WOMEN GET OTHER WOMEN, OK!

One and Only - Adele

You've been on my mind
I grow fonder every day,
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face
God only knows
Why it's taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,
You never know if you never try
To forgive your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts

I've been on your mind
You hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name
Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close?
And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart

(Nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it)
I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart

Bercerita pada teman tentang rasa memiliki dan dimiliki, seperti kata Apikalam sesungguhnya sifat dalam Bismi Allah saja sudah tertulis, Rahman dan Rahim, Kasih dan Sayang, dan pada kita satu manusia biasa tertulis satu fitrah, mahu.

Ya Allah bertuahnya pada wanita-wanita yang sampai jodohnya, yang nampak jodohnya, yang tahu jodohnya, itu Rahasia Mu, rahasia maha besar, satu misteri yang tertulis namun tidak pernah diketahui. You know, like you have been wondering but you can never get the exact answer unless you know it.

I want to be those who know, I want to be those who are sure.

I don't know why I'm like this, maybe because a few days ago I just decided to, you know, check on the ex boyfriend. Subhanallah he's happy, dan dengan jujur, ikhlas, tiada satu tipu, sumpah, I have never felt so lega, tenteram dan nyaman pada Redha, melihat dia bertemu jodoh dengan wanita yang baik, cantik, indah. They both are lucky.

Tapi ada rasa cemburu, bukan sebab dia, sumpah, tapi sebab wanita ini, bertemu jodohnya, tahu jodohnya.

Ya Allah tidakkah aku berhak pada pengetahuan itu juga.

Kalau aku buta nampakkan, kalau aku pekak dengarkan, kalau aku lemah kuatkan, kalau aku jauh dekatkan. Jadikan aku pada golongan yang terpilih.

Kalau bukan dia, kalau dia, aku mohon, tunjukkan Ya Allah, tunjukkan.

Someone To Watch Over Me - Amy Winehouse

There's a saying old, says that love is blind
Still we're often told, "seek and ye shall find"
So I'm going to seek a certain lad I've had in mind

Looking everywhere, haven't found him yet
He's the big affair I cannot forget
Only man I ever think of with regret

I'd like to add his initial to my monogram
Tell me, where is the shepherd for this lost lamb?

There's a somebody I'm longin' to see
I hope that he, turns out to be
Someone who'll watch over me

I'm a little lamb who's lost in the wood
I know I could, always be good
To one who'll watch over me

Although he may not be the man some
Girls think of as handsome
To my heart he carries the key

Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me

Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me

Someone to watch over me