Wednesday, August 29, 2012

RAPUH - AGNES MONICA


Sometimes I wish all those guys I used to like just die or get married and live happily ever after.
It's so hard to forget somebody and move on when they have done nothing wrong to you.

I am fragile. I like you and i hate you.
I love you even when I hate you.

I will forget what you said, i will forgive what you did.
Let's start again.

Pick me, choose me, love me.
i still want you. i still want you. i still want you.

Friday, August 24, 2012

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Cinta Dalam Hati



'He's getting married'.

I think dah sampai masa untuk i biasakan diri dengan ayat ni. My ex boyfriend is getting married, every guy I like or used to like is getting married. so basically when I say 'hey ingat tak this guy that I told you about, yeah he's getting married' but not to me

So everytime this happened and I saw the photos of their happiness I can't help but to say, you bitch, you're living my dream.

And then something weird happened. I went to a crush's house and it's very familiar. And I can't help but to develop the memory of every single detail I had in my mind of this place, of this chair, of this stairs, of this road, and I remembered, I've been here, and I've had a crush on him before too!

this is weird.

Like Rachel said to Joey, 'so basically you’ve slept with all the woman in New York and now you’re just going around again?'

In my case, I've been having crush on people within my reach, lots of them, that I forgot I like them, and I like them back? weird!

and yup, he is too, is getting married.

But not 7 years ago when I first saw him and first liked him, he was not getting married.
Or last 2 years when I was enchanted by his jokes and stuff, he was too not getting married.

in fact he was just out of a relationship with his ex girlfriend, and then I saw him again he was ultimately single. and then again he was with a girl and bam now he's engaged and getting married.

Apparently while he was within my reach I was not within his.

How ironic is it that I am so big yet so invisible.
'

Friday, June 22, 2012

Butterfly


I dah kembali menjadi gila, Aqasha muncul dengan Dejavu di Kanabalu, I yang tak keruan.

'Ketika waktu mendatangkan cinta, aku putuskan memilih dirimu'

This is deep, look closely, you will see what it means :)



Friday, May 11, 2012

Tasha Manshahar - Be Mine



Lagu orang cantik.

I was talking to a friend, about seorang kawan yang di dump oleh seorang perempuan, and how the woman chose another man blahblah boring, and kawan I tu dia kata, "You mesti faham, you perempuan, you mesti tahu perasaan dia,"

Bloodyhell man, Guys are guys, but woman we are divided into 2 categories, THE PRETTY ONES and the NOT ones, geddit?

The pretty ones, they live. They live their lives, they got to choose, lelaki baik dan kaya ke, lelaki hensem dan baik ke, lelaki baik, hensem dan kaya ke, they live with options, they are always subjected to their own choices. but believe me these pretty ladies, they lost their looks, THEY ARE DEAD.

But the non-pretty ones, THEY SURVIVE. they don't have to depend on their looks to live!

So no, I don't get it, I don't get how somebody fell in love, dump their boyfriends and in a month time got engaged to other man, I don't get it, never get it.

Because all these, in this whole song, THIS WHOLE LYRICS, never happened to me, ok. never. Because you GUYS, never let people like me, KNOW HOW IT FEELS. SO I DON'T GET IT, OK?

NOT ALL WOMEN GET OTHER WOMEN, OK!