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“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah mengatahui, sedang kamu tidak mengatahui.” 
(Surah al – Baqarah 2:216).

Semoga I tak jadi orang yang hanya ingat Tuhan waktu frust sahaja.

Jodoh yang lalu

Sebab yang terlepas itu bukan datang dari syurga untukmu sayang.

Maroon 5 - Let's Stay Together

Is it too much to ask for a guy who can sing (like Adam Levine) or plays guitar (like James Valentine)

Nama pon dah Levine (loving) and Valentines, how romantic.

Aqualung - Brighter Than Sunshine

a lot like love.

Happy Ending

"And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope."

- Gigi, He's Just Not That Into You
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Maroon 5 - If I Fell

If I give my heart to you

I must be sure

From the very start

That you would love me more than her

The other day, while talking to Kaykay, I told her how we both has lost so many guys just because we are fat.

You know, guys hate fat girls.

So a few guys have come and gone, all good looking all making good money, but they never look our way. Why would they? We are fat. As much as we're taking all the space, we're still unnoticeable.

And then I said, look how we have lost because we are fat! We must not be fat! we must lost weight blahblah and then it hits me, lightning, whatever.

Astaghfirullah. I said it in my prayer, everyday. Only to Allah has I always ask, for Him to give me, show me, lend me, provide me, the guy that is the best for me when the time is right.

Now you see, YOU SEE, the time is not right, I HAVE ASKED FROM ALLAH, I am sure he listens, he is listening and he understands and this is all in His plans and Subhanallah it's not yet the time!

You're fat because it's not the time yet, Azhani. Allah knows best! If you have to be thin to meet the guy then Allah will make you skinny whatever, but MasyaAllah Azhani, you must believe that this all will work in His time.

Remember to always ask for the best guy in the best time. Allah knows. Now they all may be the best guys but it's not yet the best time, so don't complain. Because you have asked, everyday, 5 times (sometimes more) a day, HE IS LISTENING! KEEP ON BELIEVING!

If you wanna lost weight then lost weight. In all logic world yes no guy will like you if you're fat so be thin. But Allah will work His charms and miracles when it's time Hani.

Maybe in some way He is sending Adam Levine your way, YOU NEVER KNOW!

HE IS LISTENING! KEEP ON BELIEVING!

And I was right

So today the guy I always look at appears with a baby in a carrier.
So I was right about all the good guys are taken. I was always right.

I'm not saying I want to marry them.
Because for me to want to marry them they have to want to marry me first.
But you see I'm fat and all so I don't think they would.
So I don't mind.

Annnnnnyway
I'm just saying it would be better if everytime I look at them my mind is not thinking about how lucky their wives are.
I want to at least have a respect to the wives.
Because damn they are lucky bitch.
I want to be a lucky bitch
but hey I'm just a fat bitch.

I wish all married men just turned ugly.
It would be so much easier for us.

The thing about me is, when I look at someone from distance and I like him, and then I will find out that he earns 10k per month, he drives a mercedes, he's from my born-town land blabla just so perfect and bam he's married

HE IS ALWAYS MARRIED OR TAKEN.

ALWAYS.

the universe better had reserved someone so good for me.

RAPUH - AGNES MONICA

Sometimes I wish all those guys I used to like just die or get married and live happily ever after.

It's so hard to forget somebody and move on when they have done nothing wrong to you.

I am fragile. I like you and i hate you.

I love you even when I hate you.

I will forget what you said, i will forgive what you did.

Let's start again.

Pick me, choose me, love me.

i still want you. i still want you. i still want you.

Pick me, choose me, love me

In a very perfect world, this would be the very perfect thing to say.

Distance - Christina Perri

Say I Love You when you're not listening.

Cinta Dalam Hati

'He's getting married'.

I think dah sampai masa untuk i biasakan diri dengan ayat ni. My ex boyfriend is getting married, every guy I like or used to like is getting married. so basically when I say 'hey ingat tak this guy that I told you about, yeah he's getting married' but not to me

So everytime this happened and I saw the photos of their happiness I can't help but to say, you bitch, you're living my dream.

And then something weird happened. I went to a crush's house and it's very familiar. And I can't help but to develop the memory of every single detail I had in my mind of this place, of this chair, of this stairs, of this road, and I remembered, I've been here, and I've had a crush on him before too!

this is weird.

Like Rachel said to Joey, 'so basically you’ve slept with all the woman in New York and now you’re just going around again?'

In my case, I've been having crush on people within my reach, lots of them, that I forgot I like them, and I like them back? weird!

and yup, he is too, is getting married.

But not 7 years ago when I first saw him and first liked him, he was not getting married.
Or last 2 years when I was enchanted by his jokes and stuff, he was too not getting married.

in fact he was just out of a relationship with his ex girlfriend, and then I saw him again he was ultimately single. and then again he was with a girl and bam now he's engaged and getting married.

Apparently while he was within my reach I was not within his.

How ironic is it that I am so big yet so invisible.
'

Butterfly

I dah kembali menjadi gila, Aqasha muncul dengan Dejavu di Kanabalu, I yang tak keruan.

'Ketika waktu mendatangkan cinta, aku putuskan memilih dirimu'

This is deep, look closely, you will see what it means :)

i wish i was special

you're so fucking.

special.

Tasha Manshahar - Be Mine

Lagu orang cantik.

I was talking to a friend, about seorang kawan yang di dump oleh seorang perempuan, and how the woman chose another man blahblah boring, and kawan I tu dia kata, "You mesti faham, you perempuan, you mesti tahu perasaan dia,"

Bloodyhell man, Guys are guys, but woman we are divided into 2 categories, THE PRETTY ONES and the NOT ones, geddit?

The pretty ones, they live. They live their lives, they got to choose, lelaki baik dan kaya ke, lelaki hensem dan baik ke, lelaki baik, hensem dan kaya ke, they live with options, they are always subjected to their own choices. but believe me these pretty ladies, they lost their looks, THEY ARE DEAD.

But the non-pretty ones, THEY SURVIVE. they don't have to depend on their looks to live!

So no, I don't get it, I don't get how somebody fell in love, dump their boyfriends and in a month time got engaged to other man, I don't get it, never get it.

Because all these, in this whole song, THIS WHOLE LYRICS, never happened to me, ok. never. Because you GUYS, never let people like me, KNOW HOW IT FEELS. SO I DON'T GET IT, OK?

NOT ALL WOMEN GET OTHER WOMEN, OK!

One and Only - Adele

You've been on my mind
I grow fonder every day,
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face
God only knows
Why it's taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,
You never know if you never try
To forgive your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts

I've been on your mind
You hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name
Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close?
And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart

(Nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it)
I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart

Bercerita pada teman tentang rasa memiliki dan dimiliki, seperti kata Apikalam sesungguhnya sifat dalam Bismi Allah saja sudah tertulis, Rahman dan Rahim, Kasih dan Sayang, dan pada kita satu manusia biasa tertulis satu fitrah, mahu.

Ya Allah bertuahnya pada wanita-wanita yang sampai jodohnya, yang nampak jodohnya, yang tahu jodohnya, itu Rahasia Mu, rahasia maha besar, satu misteri yang tertulis namun tidak pernah diketahui. You know, like you have been wondering but you can never get the exact answer unless you know it.

I want to be those who know, I want to be those who are sure.

I don't know why I'm like this, maybe because a few days ago I just decided to, you know, check on the ex boyfriend. Subhanallah he's happy, dan dengan jujur, ikhlas, tiada satu tipu, sumpah, I have never felt so lega, tenteram dan nyaman pada Redha, melihat dia bertemu jodoh dengan wanita yang baik, cantik, indah. They both are lucky.

Tapi ada rasa cemburu, bukan sebab dia, sumpah, tapi sebab wanita ini, bertemu jodohnya, tahu jodohnya.

Ya Allah tidakkah aku berhak pada pengetahuan itu juga.

Kalau aku buta nampakkan, kalau aku pekak dengarkan, kalau aku lemah kuatkan, kalau aku jauh dekatkan. Jadikan aku pada golongan yang terpilih.

Kalau bukan dia, kalau dia, aku mohon, tunjukkan Ya Allah, tunjukkan.

Someone To Watch Over Me - Amy Winehouse

There's a saying old, says that love is blind
Still we're often told, "seek and ye shall find"
So I'm going to seek a certain lad I've had in mind

Looking everywhere, haven't found him yet
He's the big affair I cannot forget
Only man I ever think of with regret

I'd like to add his initial to my monogram
Tell me, where is the shepherd for this lost lamb?

There's a somebody I'm longin' to see
I hope that he, turns out to be
Someone who'll watch over me

I'm a little lamb who's lost in the wood
I know I could, always be good
To one who'll watch over me

Although he may not be the man some
Girls think of as handsome
To my heart he carries the key

Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me

Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me

Someone to watch over me

ONCE: What does it feel like to be in love?

where are you my Angel now, don't you see me crying?

Jack Johnson - Belle

If this is your favourite song, I gotta say, after all of these wrong guys I've met, you made it perfectly clear that it was right to wait for you.

I just hope that I'm right for you too :)

Apalah guna rindu

Apalah guna kasih kalau tak berbalas.

Apalah sayang kalau hanya gila bayang.

You Belong To Me - Jason Wade

Never find a song sweeter than this.

Scent.

So it was a mistake standing next to you.

Not because it feels so good I keep on missing the moment.

But because the smell of your perfume. Everywhere.

Then I miss You.

Ini tidak adil, Bagiku

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku

Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku

-Penakut, Yuna

Pyar Rakal

Ya Allah.

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