You've been on my mind
I grow fonder every day,
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face
God only knows
Why it's taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want
I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,
You never know if you never try
To forgive your past and simply be mine
I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts
I've been on your mind
You hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name
Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close?
And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
(Nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it)
I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart
Bercerita pada teman tentang rasa memiliki dan dimiliki, seperti kata Apikalam sesungguhnya sifat dalam Bismi Allah saja sudah tertulis, Rahman dan Rahim, Kasih dan Sayang, dan pada kita satu manusia biasa tertulis satu fitrah, mahu.
Ya Allah bertuahnya pada wanita-wanita yang sampai jodohnya, yang nampak jodohnya, yang tahu jodohnya, itu Rahasia Mu, rahasia maha besar, satu misteri yang tertulis namun tidak pernah diketahui. You know, like you have been wondering but you can never get the exact answer unless you know it.
I want to be those who know, I want to be those who are sure.
I don't know why I'm like this, maybe because a few days ago I just decided to, you know, check on the ex boyfriend. Subhanallah he's happy, dan dengan jujur, ikhlas, tiada satu tipu, sumpah, I have never felt so lega, tenteram dan nyaman pada Redha, melihat dia bertemu jodoh dengan wanita yang baik, cantik, indah. They both are lucky.
Tapi ada rasa cemburu, bukan sebab dia, sumpah, tapi sebab wanita ini, bertemu jodohnya, tahu jodohnya.
Ya Allah tidakkah aku berhak pada pengetahuan itu juga.
Kalau aku buta nampakkan, kalau aku pekak dengarkan, kalau aku lemah kuatkan, kalau aku jauh dekatkan. Jadikan aku pada golongan yang terpilih.
Kalau bukan dia, kalau dia, aku mohon, tunjukkan Ya Allah, tunjukkan.
