Thursday, October 15, 2015

Kamu Yang Ku Tunggu - Rossa feat Afgan

Dok pandai ngorat.
Kalu pandai ngorat ada gewe doh.

Once this post was published, I realized that below update, was also for the same guy.
Haha.
Crush is still valid after six months? Yes.
Saw him in April. APRIL. WTF have I done, or not done. I could have at least known if he's married or not by now.
BUT NOPE.

I regretted not saying Hi the other day (I didn't revisit this page that often, hence, I forgot my vow. Lol)
We were totally in our zone, only the two of us, he looked so cool, but I was so messy sweating from Zumba and such. Didn't feel like a great Hi moment.

He stepped in (we were in a hall) looked around for briefly two seconds. We made eye contact for what it feels like split nano second, he walked in front of me, from where I know he could totally smell my sweat (not so romantic) and he walked away. AWAY.

Those kind of moment don't always happen.

AH btw. I kind of know why he doesn't have FB or IG. because he's friggin 36. 36 YEARS OLD YUP.

I wish I had the guts. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO FATTTT. This fat are eating my confidence away.